lunes, 31 de agosto de 2009

Las cosas en la vida se hacen 5 veces mejor, si uno tiene el corazón feliz, si uno se siente feliz. Odio tener tantas cosas en la cabeza, y no poder o querer hacerlas, o no tener ganas. Algunos días que estoy de buen humor, digo que voy a hacer las cosas, como por ejemplo ayer, pero después cuando se me va el buen humor y me viene lo que según tengo entendido se llama "depresión", todo lo que dije que iva a hacer se me va a la mierda, termino no teniendo ganas y no haciendo nada, y si es algo que tengo que hacer si o sí, termino haciendolo mal.


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 La depresión (del latín depressus, que significa 'abatido', 'derribado') es un trastorno emocional que en términos coloquiales se presenta como un estado de abatimiento e infelicidad que puede ser transitorio o permanente. El término médico hace referencia a un síndrome o conjunto de síntomas que afectan principalmente a la esfera afectiva: la tristeza patológica, el decaimiento, la irritabilidad o un trastorno del humor que puede disminuir el rendimiento en el trabajo o limitar la actividad vital habitual, independientemente de que su causa sea conocida o desconocida. Aunque ése es el núcleo principal de síntomas, la depresión también puede expresarse a través de afecciones de tipo cognitivo, volitivo o incluso somático. En la mayor parte de los casos, el diagnóstico es clínico, aunque debe diferenciarse de cuadros de expresión parecida, como los trastornos de ansiedad. La persona aquejada de depresión puede no vivenciar tristeza, sino pérdida de interés e incapacidad para disfrutar las actividades lúdicas habituales, así como una vivencia poco motivadora y más lenta del transcurso del tiempo. Su origen es multifactorial, aunque hay que destacar factores desencadenantes tales como el estrés y sentimientos (derivados de una decepción sentimental, la contemplación o vivencia de un accidente, asesinato o tragedia, el trastorno por malas noticias, pena, y el haber atravesado una experiencia cercana a la muerte). También hay otros orígenes, como una elaboración inadecuada del duelo (por la muerte de un ser querido) o incluso el consumo de determinadas sustancias (abuso de alcohol o de otras sustancias tóxicas) y factores de predisposición como la genética o un condicionamiento paterno educativo.La depresión puede tener importantes consecuencias sociales y personales, desde la incapacidad laboral hasta el suicidio.


Wikipedia te amo x)

domingo, 30 de agosto de 2009

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind but then I knew it,
My heart was blinded by you.


I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.


Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.

And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Rocío te odio por pasarme esta canción. 

jueves, 27 de agosto de 2009

BANG! Explosions in my head that just won't quit. A train has crashed into the wall around my heart and left the old me dead, obliterated. STOP! My breathing in the night when you're not there, the silence ringing through my ears, and all I want to do is hear your voice, but you're not there. Drawn Together. Painter's brush stroke. Sleight of hand, we, we won't go up in smoke. Fates colliding. Love undying. Like the rising tide, beating hearts grow but never die. To simplify, I'll stand by your side. Close my eyes hope will never die. Like the rising tide, beating hearts grow but never die. To simplify, I'll stand by your side. Close my eyes hope will never die. GO! And take away the pain of being me. Soothe my soul caress my heart and, end my fear all my bad memories. Eradicated. RING! Like gunshots heard against a silent night. My love is louder than these words. They're stronger than the rest, unstoppable. Drawn together. Painter's brush stroke. Slight of hand, we, we won't go up in smoke. Fates colliding. Love undying. Like the rising tide, beating hearts grow but never die. To simplify, I'll stand by your side. Close my eyes hope will never die. Like the rising tide, beating hearts grow but never die. To simplify, I'll stand by your side. Close my eyes hope will never die. Will never die. DIE! Drawn together. Painter's brush stroke. Slight of hand, we, we won't go up in smoke. Fates colliding. Love undying. Like the Rising tide, beating hearts grow but never die. To simplify, I'll stand by your side. Close my eyes hope will never die. Like the rising tide, beating hearts grow but never die. To simplify, I'll stand by your side. Close my eyes hope will never die. Will never die. DIE!

When two are one - Atreyu

miércoles, 26 de agosto de 2009

Hang 'em high - My chemical romance
Wait until it fades to black
Ride into the sunset
Would I lie to you?
Well, I've got something to say
Grab your six-gun from your back
Throttle the ignition
Would I die for you?
Well here's your answer in spades
Shotgun sinners
Wild eyed jokers
Got you in my sights
Gun it while I'm holding on
After all is said and done
Climb out from the pine box
Well I'm asking you
'Cause she's got nothing to say
The angels just cut out her tongue
Call her black Mariah
Would I lie to you?
That girl's not right in the brain
Mass convulsions
Strike the choir
By the grace of God
Gun it while I'm holding on
But don't stop if I fall
And don't look back
Oh baby don't stop
Bury me and fade to black
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So get your gun and meet me by the door
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So get your gun and meet me by the door
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So get your gun and meet me by the door
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So get your gun and meet me by the door
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
She won't stop me put it down
So baby...
Don't stop if I fall
And don't look back
Oh baby don't stop
Bury me and fade to black
Don't stop if I fall
And don't look back
Oh baby don't stop
Bury me and fade to black
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Bléh hoy venía caminando del cole escuchando musica y se puso esta canción y hacía muchísimo que no la escuchaba y la quise subir. u_u
Aquella persona que uno ama, es esa que tiene defectos y a la vez es perfecta, la que aveces te lastima y a la vez te hace muy feliz, la que comete errores y los soluciona quisas con un simple perdón, la persona en la que estás pensando todo el día, la que su recuerdo te invade en cada canción que escuchas, la que soñas por las noches antes y mientras dormis, aquella que es demaciado hermosa para ser real, la que necesitas tener al lado, la que con verla te hace abrir los ojos, mirar para arriba y que no puedas sacar tus ojos de los suyos; la que con una caricia te sube el ánimo y te dibuja una sonrisa; con un abrazo te hace sentir seguro, tranquilo, que le importas mucho, te hace no querer separarte nunca de ahí; y con un beso te llena de felicidad el corazón, te hace sentir que es único, te llena de pasión, te completa, te hace que quieras y necesites otro y otro y otro. Aquella en la que podés confiar, aquella con la que te divertís, la que te conoce. La persona que vos elejís. La persona a la que AMÁS como a nada en el mundo.

Para mí vos sos esa persona, y mucho más.

martes, 25 de agosto de 2009

Okey esto nunca me paso, estar escribiendo en msn y ponerme a llorar. Okeeeeey.
1er día sin dormir. FUCK

miércoles, 19 de agosto de 2009

martes, 18 de agosto de 2009

No mommy, don't do it again!
Don't do it again!
I'll be a good boy, I'll be a good boy
I promise! No mommy don't hit me!
Why do you have to hit me like that, mommy?
Don't do it! No, you're hurting me!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off me and DIE!
Why can't you just fuck off me and DIE!
Why don't you just leave here and die!
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch, FUCK YOU!
I don't need this shit you stupid, sadistic, abusive, fucking whore!
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!

domingo, 16 de agosto de 2009

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.
I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat
choke
Torn into pieces
I won't.
No.
I don't want to be this but

I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.

Vermilion pt. 2 - Slipknot
She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalities
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia bathed in possession
She is home to me

I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
Fixed and crazy, Aphid attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

(oh-oh)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my need, to self oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)
She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)

Vermilion - SlipknotSee you soon :D!

viernes, 14 de agosto de 2009

NO necesito que vos te preocupes por mí, vos me das igual. Te crees que podes ser igual que otras personas y hacer las mismas cosas que ellas :S pensando que al otro no le molesta ni le parece raro o algo así, no entiendo, y me da igual. Solamente te considero como una persona que me rompe los huevos, e intenta hacer o decirme lo mismo que hacen otros, u otras.
Un te amo me es muy vacío e incompleto comparado con lo que tengo adentro.

miércoles, 12 de agosto de 2009

I promised myself to make you happy
but I guess I couldn't do it
Me molesta demaciado la gente que se quiere copiar de otra gente, que le quiere copiar la vida, copiarle los amigos, copiarle lo que hace, copiarle los gustos. Que cree que puede conseguirme como amigo igual que otro/a, que puede hacer lo mismo conmigo que lo que hacen otros/as. Sisi, esto es para vooos, que nunca lo vas a leer, porque no miras mi blog, me chupa un huevo. Pero odio eso que haces.

martes, 11 de agosto de 2009

Avenged Sevenfold
Avenged Sevenfold
1. Critical Acclaim
2. Almost Easy
3. Scream
4. Afterlife
5. Gunslinger
6. Unbound (The Wild Ride)
7. Brompton Cocktail
8. Lost
9. A Little Piece of Heaven
10. Dear God
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line. Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find. While I recall all the words you spoke to me. Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah. Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you, but I left her when I found her, and now I wish I'd stayed. ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no, once again. There's nothing here for me on this barren road, there's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed. Can't help but think of the times I've had with you. Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah. Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you. I left her when I found her, and now I wish I'd stayed. ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no, once again. Some search, never finding a way. Before long, they waste away. I found you, something told me to stay. I gave in, to selfish ways. And how I miss someone to hold, when hope begins to fade... A lonely road, crossed another cold state line. Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find. Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away. We all need the person who can be true to you, I left her when I found her, and now I wish I'd stayed. ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no, once again.

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold
Eso si me dolió :)

lunes, 10 de agosto de 2009

As blood runs black
Allegiance

1. Intro
2. In Dying Days
3. My Fears Have Become Phobias
4. Hester Prynne
5. Pouring Reign
6. Brighter Side Of Suffering
7. Beautiful Mistake
8. Strife (Chug Chug)
9. Beneath The Surface
10.Legends Never Die
Caminito al costado del mundo
por ahí de andar, buscándome un rumbo
ser socio de esta sociedad
me pueden matar.

Soy el que nunca aprendió
desde que nació cómo debe vivir el humano
llegue tarde al sistema
ya estaba enchufado así funcionando.

Siempre que haya esa reunión
será mi opinión la que en la familia
presente algun vago
no puedo acotar, está siempre mal
la vida que amo.

Caminito al costado del mundo
por ahí de andar, buscándome un rumbo
ser socio de esta sociedad
me pueden matar

Y me gusta el rock
el maldito rock
siempre me lleva el diablo no tengo religión
quizá este no era mi lugar
pero tuve, que nacer igual.

No me convence ningún tipo de política
ni el demócrata ni el fascista
por que me tocó ser así
y ni siquiera anarquista

Caminito al costado del mundo
por ahi de andar
buscándome un rumbo
ser socio de esta sociedad, me pueden matar.

Yo veo todo al revés
no veo como usted

yo no veo justicia, sólo miseria y hambre
o será que soy yo quién llevo la contra
como estandarte

Perdóneme pero así soy
yo no se porqué

se que hay otros también, es que alguién debía ser
lo que prefiera la rebelión
a vivir padeciendo.

Caminito al coistado del mundo, por ahi de andar
buscándome un rumbo
ser socio de esta sociedad
me pueden matar.

Caminito al costado del mundo, por ahi de andar
buscándome un rumbo
ser socio de esta sociedad
me pueden matar.

domingo, 9 de agosto de 2009

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

jueves, 6 de agosto de 2009

Now go out there and show 'em
that you love 'em more than us!

Igual no se me pegó ese tema y esa frase eh xD.

miércoles, 5 de agosto de 2009

quiet, unhappy, is, everywhere, read, open
appearance, love, guns, use, nobody
fuck, understand, choose, key, isn't, natural, give
small, massive, sweet


El que entiende el signficado, o lo que quise decir, en todas esas palabras, creo que sabe que decirme, o que hacer.

martes, 4 de agosto de 2009

Something that I know you've seen before
I'm not the first
Set the trap, I'm falling for it every time
I can't believe, everyone knew from the start
This would come back to haunt me
I can't stand to see you now
How could I ever trust you

I'll Take it back to the streets
I'll start again
I'll never look back
I'll never look back, back
How do you feel? I bet you don't feel anything
Don't have a heart attack
Don't have a heart attack
But I won't stop you
Me cuesta mucho dormir
Ya no se que pensar
Por primera vez estoy muy confundido
No me quiero equivocar. !

lunes, 3 de agosto de 2009

Rammstein
Mutter
1. Mein Herz brennt
2. Links 2 3 4
3. Sonne
4. Ich will
5. Feuer frei!
6. Mutter
7. Spieluhr
8. Zwitter
9. Rein raus
10. Adiós
11. Nebel
12. Hallelujah